as i said before, peak life satisfaction is supposed to be at 26.

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ten more years.

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then i will reach "peak happiness"

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GRGRGR

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if life still sucks then ill do it.

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i want to be celan again

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so goddamn bitchy all the time she hates m!! well fucking good i dont like her anyways !

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Being able to joke around with someone, knowing them so well, and feeling comfortable with each other meant so much more to me that the romance itself was jarring

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but i cant take it anymore

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lol peak happiness is being just the right balance of stupid/intelligent/ and freedom.

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Yea i miss it

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like holy shit why cant life be good right now

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everyday but only some parts of the day

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true cyan

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being intelligent is hell

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god i dont even know why i count the days anymore

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Does that make me aromantic? Queerplatonic? I know at the very least I'm asexual because the sexual tension is the least interesting part of it for me

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and brain chemicals probably finally chillin out after years of rage and angst

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theyre al the goddamn same anyways

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shit i accidentally blocked you cyan

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lemme reload page

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damn ill miss you coral

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can you say something cyan

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yes

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hello coral sir

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Damn todsy makes 300 days since i last seen her

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Why can't we all be romantic friends that care very deeply for each other and go on crazy adventures together without lust clouding everything? Or is that normal in love for most people?

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i really really just want to bash my head into a wall. genuinely

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Counting to 300 takes hella

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i woke up one morning and stared at myself in the mirror and was so close to just bashing my head into the wall

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but i thought "no. people will hear." so i didnt !!!

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LETS GO

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urhrhhrvrgjrjvrjgjrvjvtg

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oh im coral btw

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shoot the dolphins that drown people. evil bastards would kill us all given half a chance, i'd wager

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I do want love and romance, but when they suddenly get uncomfortable with each other and doing skinship it makes me sad...because suddenly the focus isn't on friendship anymore

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i can now see u cyan

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welcome back coral :)

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deleted cookies

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everything is so goddamn confusing

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