im struggling to just take care of myself how do you expect me to do goddamn homework

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Not to be demanding...I know I'm lacking as a person and I have never dated in my life

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i barely even do take care of myself

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I'm retarded

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you have to decide i am living for whatever it maybe and give it your human faith. you dont need spirituality or religion for a belief, if those words bother you as they do some..

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i cant fucking take it anymore

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But I have so much love in my heart to give and while I'm trying to spread that around for everyone, I would like a person just for me (as selfish as that sounds)

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Being retarded is quite hard

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Life is hard for me

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why is everything annoying

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i fucking hate being autistic and mentally ill !!!!! ohhhh do you wanna try to do something else today thatll be better for you ???

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NOPE!! SORRY !!!!! SPEND THE ENTIRE DAY GETTING NOTHING DONE AND JUST THINKING ABOUT YOUR STUPID FUCKING HYPERFIXATION

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All my life I've tried telling myself I'm not a romantic but deep down I'd like for someone to love me for who I am (and I'd love them back)

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I'm trying to stop busting so many nuts

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like there is legit nothing good in life that isnt temporary

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I bust 4 nuts a day

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im terrible at everything i do

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It's a lot, I need to stop watching porn

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i mean yeah common things like bonding with family, a job that makes you happy, etc

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but due to mental illness those things just dont click

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i hate this city i hate this family i hate this house

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even if you don't believe in any sort of spirituality, it still helps you understand the world and yourself. these ideas shaped our world. they have impacted billions of lives. for better or worse--

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I'm not actually that passionate and I don't want a grand romance but I'm still a lover at heart

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Some days I just want to be a rat scavenging for food

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god i fucking hate this molding house

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I want to be a retarded pet rat for a rich family

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i want to move out of this house so badly

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also if anyone is trying to be supportive in this chat, and replying to my messages, please dont. i wont read them nor awnser.

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Actually what I want more than anything is a companion for life...I don't care about physical intimacy but I do want someone by my side through thick and thin

39115 - 

five goddamn years in this SHITTY ASS HOUSE

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ok i hope you find your peace coral

157 - 

but i cant fucking take this shit anymore lmao

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fuckinf 100 year old ass house i hate this fuckass house

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ONE PERSON SELLS FRIED CHICKEN, THEN OTHERS WILL SURELY COPY IT. IT SEEMS HUMANS HAVE RUN OUT OF IDEAS FOR SELLING A VARIETY OF PRODUCTS.

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like how did i even end up like this

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My ass has hair

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WSG YALL -yay

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i cant go anywhere in this city

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Hugging, kissing, and holding hands are fine but who's gonna be there after a long hard day? Who do I want to come home to? Who can I stand having in my house and living with?

39115 - 

everything here is fucking ugly and disgusting

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