tell someone yellow

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I tell my dad

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what does ur dad do

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he said he might divorce her

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but she has lupus

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so what

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so he dosen't want to leave her to "die"

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bruh

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put her in a fucking home or smthn, ur dad seems like a bitch for enabling her

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I can't escape them. My sisters are in collage and my brother moved out

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i feel that heavy yellow, you should tell someone outside of the house

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and I can't go to in person school because my dumb ass mom wants to get drunk and get in a car crash

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well im sorry you have to deal with that

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sounds like ur in a shit situation

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Then I can't go to my nana's house because its a "bad influence"

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but trust me, none of it is ur fault and you shouldnt take it out on urself, you gotta find some way to get outside help

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I HATE it so much. I can't be a normal kidd

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They know I self harm

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but they think I stopped

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I never did. I just need someone here for me 24/7.

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:/

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I'm SO close to killing my self

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dont waste ur life like that man

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I think about it every day now

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I'm trying not to

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I love my dog

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and my older siblings

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and my cousins

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im in the same boat, but ur still a kid and you have so much potential in life, dont throw it away because of ur shitty parents

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I don't wanna bring anyone trama

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I was supposed to meet my friend from my online school today but my selfish bitch ass mom made the day about her and we got there late

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She told me she hates me and she wish she never had me. She needs to stop drinking

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so im a loser that nobody likes because

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according to my family

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im just a waste of space

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waste of time

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My mom thinks the same.

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and im obviously a bitch too but thats because of my eating disorder not just the way i am

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it actually feels like shit having absolutely nobody to talk to about this

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You can talk 2 me

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