and of course she tells me. that i can always talk to her

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yes its dangerous isnt it purple?

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even though the last time. she yelled at me. and blamed me.

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Kinda yellow, but I think what most people really want is reciprocation and knowing someone loves you as much as you do them

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i wasnt even. accusing anyone

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i feel i dont want to enter another relationship. it wasnt fair to my previous partners. they suffered greatly because of my issues. i shouldnt hurt anyone else. its wrong.

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but i guess it was my fault anyways, huh?

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i always do something wrong

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yo wanna play roblox

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i think people feel deficient in love and that's why they enter romantic relationships and spawn broken children

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I think the strongest kind of love is when you are both equal to each other, not just in rights but how much you love each other

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always. its always my fault somehow.

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broken children which go on to spawn more broken children

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over and over and over and now we have 8 billion people to feed

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That's sorta true, my parents and I are an example

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i dont even recognize myself in the mirror

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But I've seen good relationships too, so that's my model of love

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im happy for you purple, you seem like you are exercising due caution at least

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i can say thats me, but. i cant tell anymore

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hard questions, hard answers... cant jump in without thinking on it long and hard

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everything just keeps getting worse

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Thanks yellow, I think the key is to not rush and to fully learn about the other person...but that's not easy and what do I know?

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i dont know why i continue

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Hi

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maybe because i cant really stop anyways

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absolutely

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i cant kill myself. too much of a pussy.

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never rush, just go easy on each other

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Never been in a relationship but I run my mouth...but I do think a lot of people are rushing into relationships because they're so desperate for love

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and besides i literally have never had a relationship, romantic or otherwise. friend, mother, teacher, partner. while accept we as humans are morally weak. they have all been, imo terrible.

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am i visible

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i do think about it lots though.

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mhm thats how they earn regrets

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you are visible

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maybe id go to the river, and stop in the middle of the bridge.

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oh ok thanks

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I'm sorry cyan, I'm sure there are understanding people

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i guess it only makes sense. everything ends, usually because of something bad. even if it doesnt it badly, its still over and that feels bad often.

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maybe itd be night. maybe there wouldnt be any people around.

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my speech and thought is changing... im a little worried and honestly pleased that i'm changing into something i don't recognize

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