It has stopped surprising me.

38234 - 

Its okay to want to be alone. But if you feel lonesome, you should try interacting with others in low commitment activities

39321 - 

most of my life has been fear and confusion and longing. i keep thinking about the light at the end but it seems so so so so far

26008 - 

i think its becasue you are expecting them to betray you that you treat them

35031 - 

as if they already betrayed you causing them to leave

35031 - 

I had a friend for years who ended up betraying me, and I got over it almost instantly.

38234 - 

That is not true.

38234 - 

fuck this stupid baka life

26008 - 

you didn't coral its hard to go past a betrayal

35031 - 

I'm dead to them. I couldn't care less.

38234 - 

you just blocked the good memories to make it less painfull

35031 - 

i see

35031 - 

I understand why you think that.

38234 - 

It would hurt at first, but after a while you get used to it.

38234 - 

I've lost friends since then. I do not care.

38234 - 

i understand but you still long to belong somewhere

35031 - 

that is why you are here

35031 - 

If you dont care... why are we talking about it though? Its okay to be hurt by betrayal

39321 - 

My name is Alex Mercer

39251 - 

to find someone who understands you

35031 - 

I am the reason for all of this

39251 - 

hi alex

35031 - 

huh

35031 - 

You are assuming that I am here because of the betrayals.

38234 - 

They call me a killer a monster a terrorist - Alex Mercer

39251 - 

are you here for another reason

35031 - 

In reality, I did not finish telling Green why I am a mess.

38234 - 

Why are you a mess?

39321 - 

I am all of these things - Alex Mercer

39251 - 

I am suicidal. I want to die. Not because of what people have done to me, but because I do not see value in being alive.

38234 - 

do you have hobbies?

35031 - 

bro took a comic book character name

32624 - 

Live and just watch the world

39329 - 

or like a favorite animal

35031 - 

I am too lazy and unproductive to earn the right to live. I do not want to slave away for years just so I can afford food and a roof over my head until I die of old age.

38234 - 

anywayysss

32624 - 

same coral

32624 - 

fuck hold on imma stop the bleeding

35031 - 

I feel like I'm looking into a madness of a void

39329 -