I want to do it again.

38234 - 

cyan, what is the 36 year old like? when i was your age, older people tried to be my friend, but they ended up being creepy and weird

39309 - 

dont red please

39303 - 

I want to do it again and again and again and again.

38234 - 

would he just be really busy with stuff or something?

36213 - 

I want to get better at it.

38234 - 

So weird

39306 - 

i hate how people think they can accurately judge someones character just based on a few messages

6193 - 

Like i actually have to bite the side of my cheek everytime these people say some dumbass shit i just CANT TAKE ITTT

39307 - 

he's here around 4 till 5 and he is still not on, and he has nth to be busy with-alexa

34871 - 

Im so tired of not saying anything and just nodding

39307 - 

I dont know he was nice but idk

39312 - 

This is making me smile

39306 - 

Thanks

39306 - 

i wish i could go back to that school and spit in the principals face

6193 - 

I have been smiling a lot today.

38234 - 

fuckin mistreated me and my mom

6193 - 

It's about 7:45 here. I wonder if VS was offline when he was on

36213 - 

Smiling and laughing.

38234 - 

disregarded both of our disabilities

6193 - 

Like a maniac, I suppose.

38234 - 

oh my god if i could just have one sentence

39307 - 

no i don't think so-alexa

34871 - 

okay but i made like a plan if i just act happy an stable and try to stay clean and force myself to eat enough that maybe ill prove i was faking it the whole time and then im just stable and okay

39303 - 

I was about to use a gun but then i came here

39306 - 

bummer

36213 - 

i have so much hate for people

6193 - 

i would not keep talking to him, cyan. generally, it just isnt safe!

39309 - 

i hate my "grandfather"

6193 - 

So should i stop being friends with him?

39312 - 

Bummer you too fun

39306 - 

If you have his email, can you just email him?

36213 - 

If i actually told the truth about how i feel my life would probably be ruined

39307 - 

It feels quiet.

38234 - 

i barely consider myself related to him, i doubt he's even actually my dad's dad

6193 - 

Normally when there are a lot of people here it feels loud. It is quiet today.

38234 - 

i would, especially if hes said anything to make you uncomfortable or feel unsafe.

39309 - 

last night i said ily to him last night and idk maybe i freaked him out?-alexa

34871 - 

I could careless joker. Once again, thanks

39306 - 

i wanna chew him out so bad and call him out for abusing my grandmom and manipulating her and worsening her mental and physical health all while having an affair

6193 -