It shouldn't have made me happy but it did.

38234 - 

or else ill end up hating someone for no good reason

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thats why pulling a "fake it till you make it" to see if my unhappiness is acctualy fake and im fine or that im seriously not okay and i need help and atleast then i know a part of my feellings

39303 - 

So how should i tell him i dont want to be friends with him?

39312 - 

cyan, i might just not say anything. I might just ghost him

39309 - 

Placebo is real

39307 - 

I like the sight of my own blood.

38234 - 

Cyan how old are you?

36213 - 

A lifesaver i must say

39307 - 

13

39312 - 

bye i need to email my professor now

6193 - 

imma visit a mental hospital and ask when they take people in

39303 - 

but one last thing

6193 - 

omg same cyan

39303 - 

Oh well. I just came here to say that. That is all.

38234 - 

Ive gotten so use to talking like a redditor that i genuinely sound like one 😭

39307 - 

oh, yeah that's pretty young to be friends with someone that much older

36213 - 

tell that "friend" - not - that he needs to respect your boundaries and leave it at that. he doesn't need a reasoning. you're uncomfortable, that's fucking enough

6193 - 

End me now

39307 - 

So do i ignorw him or tell him

39312 - 

My husband was 25 years older than me, but I was in my 20's

36213 - 

I made myself unironically talk like a degenerate

39307 - 

Personally id just stop reaching out to him

39309 - 

The mature thing to do would be to tell him

36213 - 

hey, cyan look he should know better than to be talking to a minor block him.-alexa

34871 - 

What is maturity

39307 - 

EW GREEN WHAT noo not 25 years age gap ew

39303 - 

and tell him he shouldn't really do that with people your age

36213 - 

i want to kill myself. i cant take this anymore

39313 - 

it's adulting

36213 - 

Adulting 😭

39307 - 

So do i tell him and then ignore him??

39312 - 

This is confusing

39312 - 

i hate everyone and i hate myself

39313 - 

Most adults are idiots

39307 - 

any 15 or 14 year olds here?-alexa

34871 - 

no one would miss me

39313 - 

tell him and let him react. Just don't let him convince you otherwise

36213 - 

im a useless, worthless failure and im better off dead

39313 - 

a lot of people would

39303 -