awwww

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It feels weird saying this in tbe present tense

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i get that

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why is my entire mood able to be thrown off so easily by just some sugar while everyone else is completely fine

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grandma has to be totally heartbroken. Be there for her. Good for both of you

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I still feel numb but im crying again

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i wish i could cry

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The crying comes in waves

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im not even upset about not being able to eat sweets or anything i just wanna feel okay and not have such an instability

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As for sweets, I can't eat them unless I know I am going to be home to pay the price

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but i found a method to cry i just think of the moment my cat died

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im supposed to be finishing my homework :(

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ug why tf am i so clingy-alexa

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i just cant anymore

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my head feels wrong

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same purple

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i was doing so good too

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who are you clinging to coral?

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i feel like it doesnt matter

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i got halfway through and i compiled all my sources and everything

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my crush named leo-alexa

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If i walk into the kitchen and look to the left i can see my dogs bowls. Theres two of them but only one dog left now

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Still no leo?

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i even got ahead so i could relax more this weekend

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no leo :(-alexa

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I'm sorry

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like its not worth my time and then i just rot in bed

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i miss him!-alexa

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yet even despite my best efforts my moms just gonna get upset because i shouldve finished my hw earlier

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I thought he was getting better because i got him to drink water

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Do you know that he's okay?

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its not my fucking fault were are literally celebrating a birthday

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i think litteraly everyone i know doesnt know what goes on inside my head

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whos bday where you celebrating purple?

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i really wanna go mute for a bit just to alleviate some fucking stress

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you should finish that homework so it isn't hanging over your head

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idk prob not, he has a whole lot of shitty stuff going on in his life and its rlly hard for him to stay alive-alexa

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my grandfathers

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