They wrapped him in a blanket and put him there

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at least he's resting comfortably in that blanket

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true

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I had him since i was around five

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okay but anyone here with kinda abusive parents bc i want to know if you tell someone about your parents what would help you like what should the other person say that will comfort you?

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He was ten

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He got sick a day before

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............

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if he had a favorite toy, ask to have it put with him

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don't know never told anyone

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He didnt play with toys

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Bone or something?

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No

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bro this thing is getting more depressing by the day

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:(

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we had them but he never played with them

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okay

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did he have a favorite treat?

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He liked those milkbones i think

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or a doggie bed?

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thats what we normally bought them

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He slept in my grandmothers bed

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awwww

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It feels weird saying this in tbe present tense

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i get that

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why is my entire mood able to be thrown off so easily by just some sugar while everyone else is completely fine

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grandma has to be totally heartbroken. Be there for her. Good for both of you

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I still feel numb but im crying again

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i wish i could cry

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The crying comes in waves

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im not even upset about not being able to eat sweets or anything i just wanna feel okay and not have such an instability

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As for sweets, I can't eat them unless I know I am going to be home to pay the price

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but i found a method to cry i just think of the moment my cat died

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im supposed to be finishing my homework :(

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ug why tf am i so clingy-alexa

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i just cant anymore

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my head feels wrong

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same purple

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