hopefully we will all get better soon

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Thank you white

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thankss

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thanks*

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same goesfor you

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This will resolve itself one way or another

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i'm not religious but the whole idea of forgiving my own sins through death or suicide feels so fucking right that it tempts me to do it

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sure

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thx

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I hope all of your situations get better too, -ru

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If you keep going there’s still hope

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i used to hope

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exactly, never give up

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but everytime it gets ruined brutally

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I want to know and feel thats its gonna be okay

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Not just know

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and here's another time and now i feel so fucking stupid

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I felt the same a few years ago, it gets better...

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I wont give up. You can trust that. -ru

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Do you regularly go on here, Yellow?

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yeah

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Do you have a name you use here?

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Tomorrow my classes start at 7 AM

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also yeah

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Ughhhhhh

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it's my fucking birthday and instead of celebrating and feeling better i cant stop crying and idealizing the thought of stabbing myself right now

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hmmmmm

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happy birthday...

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please don't be someone i know

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why don’t you want that?

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i won’t reveal who i am if you don’t want me to

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because then i'm going to fuck another simple thing up

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also i can leave

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i'd rather know who you are

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and no its fine

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i'm overthinking lol

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yes you’re overthinking but i want to know why you think you ruin things

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you mentioned venting and that affected your friend badly

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i feel so fucking disgusting i hate everything about myself and there is no way i can make it better rather than leaving everything and just rot in bed forever

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i'm like midas but instead of turning things into gold i turn them into ashes

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