i have so much hate for people

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i would not keep talking to him, cyan. generally, it just isnt safe!

39309 - 

i hate my "grandfather"

6193 - 

So should i stop being friends with him?

39312 - 

Bummer you too fun

39306 - 

If you have his email, can you just email him?

36213 - 

If i actually told the truth about how i feel my life would probably be ruined

39307 - 

It feels quiet.

38234 - 

i barely consider myself related to him, i doubt he's even actually my dad's dad

6193 - 

Normally when there are a lot of people here it feels loud. It is quiet today.

38234 - 

i would, especially if hes said anything to make you uncomfortable or feel unsafe.

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last night i said ily to him last night and idk maybe i freaked him out?-alexa

34871 - 

I could careless joker. Once again, thanks

39306 - 

i wanna chew him out so bad and call him out for abusing my grandmom and manipulating her and worsening her mental and physical health all while having an affair

6193 - 

Hes nice, he hasnt done anything weird so im just confused what to do

39312 - 

I know I shouldn't, but I feel happy.

38234 - 

oh! So you did get to talk last night! Good! Maybe he's pondering it

36213 - 

and i cant email him bc my email is watched and my mom would get mad-alexa

34871 - 

like yeah she's not entirely innocent either she was really absent in my dad's life but ngl i bet it's his fault for being such a shitty dude to her

6193 - 

A tear falls down my cheek everytime i think about how stupid this is

39307 - 

i wish i could punch him in the nuts

6193 - 

or he don't like me back....-alexa

34871 - 

email him then go to send and delete it from there

36213 - 

fake it till you make it lifestyle

39303 - 

Nobody else here feels happy.

38234 - 

I want to strangle them but i dont

39307 - 

That isn't fair.

38234 - 

Im happy

39307 - 

then empty the trash folder

36213 - 

yipeee

39307 - 

i can't delete email sadly-alexa

34871 - 

dang!

36213 - 

i dont know if im happy

39303 - 

I dont know what i would tell him if i wanted not to be friends with. Him

39312 - 

think about it this way cyan, hes about 3 times your age. old enough to be your parent. Its not likelu that he has much in common with you

39309 - 

Id say im mostly joyous i have my moments as all do

39307 - 

How would i go about it?

39312 - 

My mind has not been stable today.

38234 - 

ngl if he was a mature and trustworthy adult he'd understand your discomfort and recognize the friendship is wack

6193 - 

cyan, do you have a trusted parent or adult you could talk to about the situation?

39309 -