i'm so fucking stupid i feel like i'm the only reason of my own problems and the only way to be forgiven is through suicide

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I can hardly get out of bed. Without his orders.

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I think I am relapsing..

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i told someone how i was about to turn 16 soon and they told me i'm still a baby

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i don't feel like one

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i know too much i've seen too much

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i've had enough

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Imagine tomorrow something terrible can happen to you, you try to tell others and beg for help and they all say you’re overreacting

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I wish I knew how to comfort others and not make it worse

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I feel like such a useless dog. Im just a useless, lovestuck puppy dog.

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That’s a terrifying thing

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God is working on me tho

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and now my friend is gonna die because of me

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just because i wanted to vent

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god

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I just gotta stay faithful

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what am i doing

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This is too much for me

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hopefully we will all get better soon

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Thank you white

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thankss

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thanks*

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same goesfor you

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This will resolve itself one way or another

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i'm not religious but the whole idea of forgiving my own sins through death or suicide feels so fucking right that it tempts me to do it

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sure

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thx

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I hope all of your situations get better too, -ru

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If you keep going there’s still hope

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i used to hope

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exactly, never give up

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but everytime it gets ruined brutally

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I want to know and feel thats its gonna be okay

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Not just know

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and here's another time and now i feel so fucking stupid

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I felt the same a few years ago, it gets better...

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I wont give up. You can trust that. -ru

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Do you regularly go on here, Yellow?

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yeah

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Do you have a name you use here?

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