I had a nasty dream with my gma!!! I cant get it out if my head

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i think i change between being alive and being awake and being not asleep

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alex, it says, that there is a There's a problem with this email or domain.-alexa

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i feel like tha fat on my body is a disgusting parasite that is eating away at me just like the pores in my skin and i feel sigusting

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alex stop being japanese

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mhh let me think alex....-alexa

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So grossed out rn

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i cant fucking do this anymore i dont want to do this anymore ive tried to reach out for help but no one even takes me serious anymore i fucking hate this

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do you remember that feeling? The one where you go in and out of consciousness

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racist white shut up

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and you fight to stay awake

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lying between the space between

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no, there is no other way sadly-alexa

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why would they even believe my dumb lies about my sh scars?? NO WAY A CAT DID THAT. how did you believe it??

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the space between your next meal and your next thought and your next appointment

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Alexa, how old are you? - Alex

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Literally almost had a heart attack like whole year almost completely ruined why do i do this to myself? Idk but idk

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14-alexa

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the space in between me and you also haunt me when im lying

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ok this is weirder than my weird dream

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thanks i guess

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do you think its putting space between us?

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Idk man im dumb and manic and mwntally ill with 0 help so i did something really really bad and idk man

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the space between

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You're a bit too young. Sorry. I also have a girlfriend. - Alex

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life and

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ik im not goann be happier when im skinner

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i dont know what's after life

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my friend literally saw them too, askedabout them ince, but didnt even cate further omg WHAT MORE DO I HAVE TO DO??

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but like a year ago i was skinner and i was stronger

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i am a parasite

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its not like death is real

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My girlfriend would get upset - Alex

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because if death was real it wouldn't be a feeling

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no no no alex im not trying to flirt lol, just trying be friends, i already have someone in mind-alexa

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WHAT MORE DO I HAVE TO DO FOR SOMEBODY TO FINALLY CAFE ABOUT HOW OM DOING?? why cant anybody see that i want to fucking kill myself

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blue it is because you are japanese

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its ok alex-alexa

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wtf

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iia m wesak and i am fat and i am disgusting

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