my family calls my lazy and fat and shit, i am i am ugly i am fat i am it all bro i am a mess and no one deserves to have to deal with me-L

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i'd ratherhurt my arms than my face

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i don't care if i have scars on my arms my face no

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I just I can’t stop feeling so disgusting, at a certain piint its not about body image, food just makes me feel disgustingq

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If you rather hurt your arms then face that means you care alot about how you look - Alex Mercer

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im 14 and still listening to one direction lol-alexa

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at the end of the day, its night

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nuh uh green-alexa

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i guess but still i can't hurt mly arms my face she doesn't say anything SO WHAT CAN I DO

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just destroy my face ig

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And at night i get bombarded by thoughts i dont want, atp i think i have ocd or smth bro

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Blue you need to evolve - Alex Mercer

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why

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hwo

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to what

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easy to say

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Adapt like become evolved you don’t need your human side - Alex Mercer

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can others see this. type yes if u can

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I just want to know that i could be smth, what scares me most is not being able to do what i love for work (acting) and to do that i feel like i meed to be skinny

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yes

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yes-alexa

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But i cabt stop eating to deal with all the guilt

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Humanity is weak dying - Alex Mercer

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whoa how many people on this b

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fr coarl-alexa

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you can be something

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you already are something

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Maybe not what i want to be

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you can be what you wish

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brb-alexa

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there is no way in which this doesnt lead to hell bit i cant seek helo

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motivate yourself as well as you can and im sure you'll be able to achieve your dreals

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evolved*

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im not sick enough for help

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Yes evolved like I did. You need to evolve in this world - Alex Mercer

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i wish my brain would shut up

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i wouldnr have to feel so disgusting

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mayve enough for people to comfort and talk to you with you

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i am worried everyone secretly hates me because i am the only one putting effort in to talk anymore; my mom, my bio dad, my moms bf, my brothers, my friends everyone bro-L

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try and watch a comfort movie to shut those up

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