but the way i got with my boyfriend is by finally pushing myself to have the courage to just. make a move

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Im so fucking sick this hurts so bad how do i even get up

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if you do not ever push yourself to take initiative you never know what you might miss out on

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If i get up id have to go outside

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i did that a while ago and it worked but we broke up a week later

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of my room

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urinate on me

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OH EM GEE IM GETTING NEW SHOES AAAAA-LANI

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and only see one dog out there

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okay so this is complicated

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cyan ur a freak

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im scared

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why did you break up? who brought it up first?

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with a different guy

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nevermind

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i take it back

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I dont know how to do that and not immediately break down

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that was a different dude

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wait ik0

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ik ik what to do

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his new girl is way prettier than me im gonna shart my pants

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Even with everything i still feel a little numb to everything

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i have friends who have his number

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what if they ask for me if he likes me

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I cant even sleep

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Do yall think dog turd or cat turd has more protein?

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yellow

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pleasee

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if anything

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write a letter

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and if he doesnt thats ok

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but if he does ill write him a little note :3

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just try and do something a little more direct alongside that

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yall ever lay down at night and pee your pants

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cyan wtf

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naw

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SOMEONE NEEDS TO LOCK U UP CYAN LMAOO-LANI

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if you strive to be in a relationship with him you need to show, even while not even at that stage, that you are willing to go out of your comfort zone for this man

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cyan ur not on that type timing

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or at least you are willing to TRY

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