before i tortured myself willingly because i thought that i had no use of living

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i used to like this sound apparently

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but now it makes me sad

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i wish my friends would text me back

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I worry that im being left behind in school

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especially the early day sound

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i tortured myself by slitting my wrists and not treating it until it hurt

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it reminds me of staying up early

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i wasn’t sleeping like other people were

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i didnt sleep because i thoguht that i desrved to be restless

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i wasn’t sleeping

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anyone in here?

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i was on a verge of a breakdown everytime

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that could be considered self harm blue

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yes

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i was sorrounded by people who didnt know anything about me

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yes white

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my eyes are burning

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my sister used to be my bully

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feel alone

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My mom has cancer and I have no one to talk to about it I'm considering dropping out of school and might have to risk my career to help her

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she would bully me just when i was little

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no shit it’s 5 am of course im alone

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you should think about it white

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I've been crying all night

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think about your values

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she has stomach cancer

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and would tell me i was fat and ugly

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i’m sorry

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i still believe it to this day

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you’re not ugly red

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I want to become a journalist its all I've ever wanted but I probably wont be able to now I'm going to forget about college

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my stomach is grumbling

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.

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im so happy

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ive had such a good day

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at least you have a dream

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are you a different green?

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or rhw samehwh

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i just got here

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