its so annoying to be used

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Why do you not sleep much?

36993 - 

my own gf decided that going to a frat party was more important than the feelings that couldve ended me.

37478 - 

Unfortunately i am not allowed to kms since i just left a mental facility - R

31280 - 

today i decided to have a not sleep day

37472 - 

About to relapse

37476 - 

Why?

36993 - 

it’s not all the time though

37472 - 

i wish i could get help without getting backstabbed

37481 - 

But i do feel alot better now. - R

31280 - 

because idk it’s boring to sleep

37472 - 

Do razor blades feel euphoric?

37467 - 

Not always. Don't take it for granted.

36993 - 

They even upgraded my meds to a stronger dose. - R

31280 - 

:)

37467 - 

then, today it seemed boring

37472 - 

:D

31280 - 

i’ll sleep more later

37472 - 

I'm going to

37467 - 

Sometimes sleep is all that I want to do.

36993 - 

i understand

37472 - 

Right at the top of my legs

37467 - 

Do sh? - R

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:)))

37467 - 

sometimes i feel this disgusting sadness that doesn’t go away and i tell myself to sleep so it goes away

37472 - 

Or maybe scattered around so people didn't notice

37467 - 

hello

35097 - 

That's awful. I'm sorry.

36993 - 

it’s okay

37472 - 

No, it's not.

36993 - 

How long have you been clean, if you were, purple? - R

31280 - 

You don't have to lie.

36993 - 

If i was?

37467 - 

it isn’t awful, there’s much worse

37472 - 

hey

35097 - 

That's a good question

37467 - 

Just because there is worse doesn't mean that it isn't bad.

36993 - 

Yea - R

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i need to be grateful for what i do have

37472 - 

I'm lonely guys, is anyone lonely? who wants to not be lonely :(

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