i used to skip lunch all the time i hated it

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YESS I LOVE THIS SONG

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srry

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because i was fdisgusted by my lunch

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and i felt so tired all the time

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I hate everything in the world again

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now im doing better but

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i feel like not worthy of recovery either which makes it harder

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im going on an overnight field trip on sep 19-20

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and the stuff i consume on the media doesnt help either

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i probably have arfid damn

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and the people I associate with dont help either

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I can't believe how much identity actually matters to people, it's actually abig deal in how you get treated

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is it freaky that i lowkey wish that the cabins allowed male and female students in a way

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i’ve been told i don’t eat enough my whole live i’ve been told im too picky my whole life

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Theres this little girl i follow on instagram, she posts about her arfid journey

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cyan how old are u

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I don't know why they spend so much time trying to convince you otherwise as a kid, that's not very helpful

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10

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okay.

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i have like guy friends and shit

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i think it’s important to look at someone as human first

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I wish a giant would pound me with a boulder into paste

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i feel like i’m just being delusional- tbh if that was reality i would actually die

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Maybe don’t go onto these kind of websites at your age, Cyan

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remember the artist i mentioned?

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her name is obelis

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you can find her on webtoon

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My dysphoria is so bad to the point i want to kill myself

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i’ll be aigt

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also I think women are really as mean as men are about other people's appearance.

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I feel really depressed rn idk why though i just feel hollow i dont even wanna get up for anything not even to eat -raven

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actually maybe slightly meaner

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What about her, purple?

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yes green as a woman i agree

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i get stared at by men when im in the car

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i wanted to mention it since someone here has arfid

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shit i love webtoons

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Ohh

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they will straight up have their heads turned in their car and be looking at me

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