but chemistry ca take up to 10 years for Phd

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sorry blue i know how you feel

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U should rest if there isn't anything that needs to be done right now, you know?

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Today, I found out I cannot die.

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there is always something to be done

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Why cant i be normal

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im behind in my Precalculus work

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i need to stop being an idiot and waiting on a shape that wont fit the hole in me

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Yeah, but it can't be done later?

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not really

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What a mess. A slap to my face before the pills could reach my mouth, spilling them on the ground. What a mess.

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i should be doing biotech work too

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Its either die or get hated as i see it

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It must be a demon, keeping me from death. But this demon doesn’t have horns, or a nasty tail. This demon is beautiful.

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His anger is like no other, it’s strangely human for a demon. He understands me. The way no one else has.

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Going to?

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He’s ripped into my chest and stolen my heart, and I let it beat for him. He holds onto my heart with care, never letting it fall.

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and right now im learning scientific measurements which is conflicting with the pre calculus

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. He holds me in his arms, and it doesn’t burn. He listens to my weeps, he kisses the wounds, fixes me back up.

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Im a violent dog that needs to be put down

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i just feel overwhelmed and anxious

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. I want to hollow his insides, watch everything spill out and allow myself to crawl into him.

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He’ll keep me safe, away from the evils. His touch doesn’t burn the way a demon does.

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I cant do anything other than bite

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So, he might just be a saint. His hair almost glows and I get lost in his eyes.

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i feel if i dont do well in school my life will forever be in the hands of abusers

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I count the freckles on his face as I distract myself from the tender touch of his hands when he wraps my bandages.

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Dang green is going full on poet

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It feels like he cleanses my soul. Sometimes I feel good.

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Sometimes I feel gross. I vomit into the toilet, and he pats my back. He tells me it can get better but only if I allow him to help.

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i just want to sleep

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I toss the words around in my head. Maybe someday.

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If he had wings like an angel, I wouldn’t bear to be around him. I’d ruin him in ways that would not be fixed.

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His wings would fall, and I’d catch them and watch them dissolve in my clutch.

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maybe ill go to the gym that should wake me up

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No, only a human can treat someone like me with care. He’s too compassionate and complex to be a demon.

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Maybe just move in general?

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The fire in his eyes, the passion that burns brightly. His loyalty he has for his people and the love he has in his soul is too much for me.

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yea i feel hot and weak

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maybe im lowkey about to have a panic attack

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