i wish i could escape the past

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escape the trauma.

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im in college now and that is what im doing to change my life

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What they say does not reflect their actions. why would I believe a single word

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Im tired of it

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when ur scared of ur dad<<

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but my major/degree is a challenging one and takes a lot of time

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What's ur major about?

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he was 23 dating a 10 year old....wtf

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right now im actaully sleepy but i feel so bad to rest because i have so much work to do

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wart?

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why do the smallest things ruin me

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hope the police get him in jail

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Im a chemistry major and also working towards a BIOTECH certification

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I ruined my mother and hurt my father by simply being alive

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Lotofyears major(s), alright,,

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well biotech is like Career training \

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I dont think human love is real. And if it is, its not for me

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it never was

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but chemistry ca take up to 10 years for Phd

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sorry blue i know how you feel

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U should rest if there isn't anything that needs to be done right now, you know?

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Today, I found out I cannot die.

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there is always something to be done

36761 - 

Why cant i be normal

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im behind in my Precalculus work

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i need to stop being an idiot and waiting on a shape that wont fit the hole in me

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Yeah, but it can't be done later?

37373 - 

not really

36761 - 

What a mess. A slap to my face before the pills could reach my mouth, spilling them on the ground. What a mess.

36954 - 

i should be doing biotech work too

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Its either die or get hated as i see it

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It must be a demon, keeping me from death. But this demon doesn’t have horns, or a nasty tail. This demon is beautiful.

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His anger is like no other, it’s strangely human for a demon. He understands me. The way no one else has.

36954 - 

Going to?

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He’s ripped into my chest and stolen my heart, and I let it beat for him. He holds onto my heart with care, never letting it fall.

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and right now im learning scientific measurements which is conflicting with the pre calculus

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. He holds me in his arms, and it doesn’t burn. He listens to my weeps, he kisses the wounds, fixes me back up.

36954 - 

Im a violent dog that needs to be put down

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i just feel overwhelmed and anxious

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