he was 23 dating a 10 year old....wtf

12003 - 

right now im actaully sleepy but i feel so bad to rest because i have so much work to do

36761 - 

wart?

37143 - 

why do the smallest things ruin me

37143 - 

hope the police get him in jail

12003 - 

Im a chemistry major and also working towards a BIOTECH certification

36761 - 

I ruined my mother and hurt my father by simply being alive

28621 - 

Lotofyears major(s), alright,,

37373 - 

well biotech is like Career training \

36761 - 

I dont think human love is real. And if it is, its not for me

28621 - 

it never was

28621 - 

but chemistry ca take up to 10 years for Phd

36761 - 

sorry blue i know how you feel

36761 - 

U should rest if there isn't anything that needs to be done right now, you know?

37373 - 

Today, I found out I cannot die.

36954 - 

there is always something to be done

36761 - 

Why cant i be normal

37389 - 

im behind in my Precalculus work

36761 - 

i need to stop being an idiot and waiting on a shape that wont fit the hole in me

28621 - 

Yeah, but it can't be done later?

37373 - 

not really

36761 - 

What a mess. A slap to my face before the pills could reach my mouth, spilling them on the ground. What a mess.

36954 - 

i should be doing biotech work too

36761 - 

Its either die or get hated as i see it

37389 - 

It must be a demon, keeping me from death. But this demon doesn’t have horns, or a nasty tail. This demon is beautiful.

36954 - 

His anger is like no other, it’s strangely human for a demon. He understands me. The way no one else has.

36954 - 

Going to?

37373 - 

He’s ripped into my chest and stolen my heart, and I let it beat for him. He holds onto my heart with care, never letting it fall.

36954 - 

and right now im learning scientific measurements which is conflicting with the pre calculus

36761 - 

. He holds me in his arms, and it doesn’t burn. He listens to my weeps, he kisses the wounds, fixes me back up.

36954 - 

Im a violent dog that needs to be put down

28621 - 

i just feel overwhelmed and anxious

36761 - 

. I want to hollow his insides, watch everything spill out and allow myself to crawl into him.

36954 - 

He’ll keep me safe, away from the evils. His touch doesn’t burn the way a demon does.

36954 - 

I cant do anything other than bite

28621 - 

So, he might just be a saint. His hair almost glows and I get lost in his eyes.

36954 - 

i feel if i dont do well in school my life will forever be in the hands of abusers

36761 - 

I count the freckles on his face as I distract myself from the tender touch of his hands when he wraps my bandages.

36954 - 

Dang green is going full on poet

28621 - 

It feels like he cleanses my soul. Sometimes I feel good.

36954 -