that hurts i know but if you fight through it and dont let them get too you you will eventually break free from the pain

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personality disorders aren’t a choice and don’t make you emotionless monsters

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monster**

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i wanna go to america maybe i can be happy there

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i feel like something is wrong with me too.

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who here has compared themselfs too someone before

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i feel like i’m incapable of feeling long term love. like everyone in my life would disappear and i’d get used to it

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me

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i want to move to a cabin in the mountains

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most of us red

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everything is wrong with me

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that’s unrealistic green

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Limerence

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i get compared to anyone i look at

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limerence?

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I cant eat or i make myself vomiting bc i am paranoid my food is poisoned

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limerence by yves tumor

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oh i see

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Limerence the feeling

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i can only eat alright if i hide the food and cook at night

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here me out when you talk too your friends or your family siblings would you think they have stuff going on they dont tell anyone about?

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But i like that song too, i guess

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i feel limey limey

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you guess? songs a banger purple

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maybe ref

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red*

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i peeked at my older sisters old diary and found out that she used to be suicidal

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Do you like Salvia Palth?

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i might have bdp because my mom had it but im not quite sure

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i never ever suspected it before

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i had a plan to suicide myself but it wont work i feel likr

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yes and do you know why you never noticed it before?

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my parents may have a personality disorder

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but they both don’t want therapy soooo

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is life better in america

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depression isnt always shown through sadness

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as a american life in america is for the most part its okay. not good not bad its okay.

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oh

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schizophrenia seems like the scariest disorder tbf

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