i mean yeah

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Ive run out of distractions

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the critics prey on the honest

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And im tired of doomscrolling lmao

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what do u distract with

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im like the master bro

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Ill play repetitive games or literally just doomscroll

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the hypocrites prey on the honest

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I keep going to click on twitter or youtube and just feel frustrated

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because humans have parasitic behaviour

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Like i need to fill my brain but its not hitting the same

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humans are capable of surviving without being parasites

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Sitting and typing is helping honestly

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Maybe i just need an outlet but dont have one or something

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but they just choose to be one

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Im scared ill start a hobby and never finish it

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Like guitar or something

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I dont want to be the person who picks one up every few months and gives up

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But it happens with everything so i just give up

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Before i even start

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I miss having friends whod log on every night and play games with me

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I miss the minecraft servers n shit wed give up on

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I miss playing among us every so often because we wanted to

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I miss the shitty games nobody likes, but with friends

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Id never play fortnite again if i had the choice but with other people there it was actually fun

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I miss just sitting in a call and playing pokemon fire red

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I miss being wanted

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I always got dropped eventually

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I dont know if its me or if its the people ive been friends with

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Not all of them are mad at me, most of them are

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Usually i did something stupid

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Like what?

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I punched someone, she threw rocks at me and said " i know youll punch me if i threw these " and in the moment i went for it

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Am I cooked if I had suicidal thoughts since elementary?

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I ripped her piercing, and i apologised but shes still a bit spiteful

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Which is fair tbh

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Weve talked since but i cant tell how angry she is

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U were joking between yourselves?

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I thought so

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Hey guys but seriously is a bad thing I've had suicidal thoughts since elementary? I've been watching murder cases and I'm scared I'll end up like a killer or something and I don't want to hurt anyone

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