I feel guilty, which isnt helpful.

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Talk about it with her

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it just feels, strange

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he is so<3<3

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Ive tried, she always leaves it to an "okay" or a "yeah lol" or something and ends the conversation

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Cyan, you know about, attachment styles?

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i get super attached to someone in certain moments, scared that they will leave me

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sort of yellow

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What do u know?

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there’s anxious avoidant disorganized i think

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i grew up with parents who sometimes met my needs but sometimes didn’t

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Yeah, you know what's yours?

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Even after i apologised she just left it at "its okay"

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And i was told she was still mad at me by mutual friends lmao

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i would say anxious, my memory is blurry about the definitions though

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hi

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hello green

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Shes avoidant about these things

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im eepy

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Blue,,, then maybe you should accept her words. Even if someone is still mad st you, they can be mad at you and still forgive u at the samw time

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daddy

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i wonder if i was born like this, i wonder if i was meant to be flawed like this

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or if it was acquired

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daddyy

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Thats where im headed i think. I still see her pretty often and i think were chill but i dont think itll ever be how it was before.

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i experience sympathy, i value helping others

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daddies reply to me

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gib me attention

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but i just can’t feel long term love

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gib

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gibgib

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zaddy

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Look up for, avoidance Attachment, maybe it could help, cyan,,,

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zaddies pls

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i find myself choosing a friend i’ve known for months over family i’ve known my entire life

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maybe i will yellow

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daddy

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Hello

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pls someone gib

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Do u want new friends blue?

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