i might have bdp because my mom had it but im not quite sure

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i never ever suspected it before

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i had a plan to suicide myself but it wont work i feel likr

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yes and do you know why you never noticed it before?

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my parents may have a personality disorder

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but they both don’t want therapy soooo

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is life better in america

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depression isnt always shown through sadness

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as a american life in america is for the most part its okay. not good not bad its okay.

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oh

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schizophrenia seems like the scariest disorder tbf

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it’s AWESOME

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i have schizophrenia

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until you have to visit the hospital

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yea schizophrenia is super scary

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it is yellow

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damn green im sorry

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i feel bad for people who have to deal witht aht every day

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you’ve been diagnosed green?

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it is scary yes

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Yes diagnosed

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i’m sorry

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i need a cigarette so bad rn

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i have a question how come when im mad i dont feel mad i just feel exhausted and sad its like anger is now sadness for me

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i cant understand why tho its confusing

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im genuinely gonna cry its not even funny anymore

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i hate schizophrenia

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it does shit

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bro. so basicslly i had to move COUNTRIES due to safety reasons since theres a lot of shit going on i my country rn right

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green is schizophrenia like where you see stuff that doesnt exist ?

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i'm kind of uneducated in this topic

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not rlly

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and like until i enroll into a school i dont think i can tell any of my frnds

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all my frnds think im sick at home

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yeah it can be delusions orhearing voices

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more like delusions i am very paranoid

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but genuinely this is so shit

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im gonna go for vacation a lot but like i miss my fucking friends

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when you get the delusions do you ever know

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and sometimes idk what is a hallucination and what is real

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