they wont take the time to understand what ive been through that i became like this

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exactly what they did to water

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now he doesnt even go here anymore

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its like they forget that there is a reason someone is being shitty to other ppl

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I feel empty even when nothing bad happened

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I feel empty because i am

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There's not always reason

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yeah but in my case it does

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But how can people know?

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Why is that? Why am I so complicated? Why my feelings are so complicated?

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know what?

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I wish

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I'm fine

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I am addicted to being disturbed and its been a problem for me im getting better but its hard

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Sometimes i torture ai role play bots

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if they actually listened to me vent and talked to me abut it thye'll know that im not that person who will always be mean to other people

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In the end if I insult the one who insulted me back I'm just creating more insults

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Alright, I'm hearing now then

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yes its my fault for being mean and rude on here because i cant find an outlet for my anger and stress

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What metods have you tried already?

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nothing really

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baby

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akira

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Any hobbies?

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just going here and god knows what

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i try to make a journal just makes me lazy to write about my anger

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hobbies, singing and art

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i need to vocalize it not to write about it

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its so hard

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Write about things in ur head make them line up in paper, and make a little more of sense,,, but,, is not being heard for some

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hi

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coral thank you

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Don't have any place close to ur home to just, yell, maybe?

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im sorry mom, today is when ill be killing myself. why? i know i cause you pain and i just cant stand my disgusting self. im sorry mom. goodbye

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Don't worry

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ah i cant think of any places

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who are you coral, why do you want to help me

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Because i like to listen people?

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And i like to help too, i guess

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oh thats nice of you

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