U are fully sure she's still mad with u?

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oh, actually it feels like any kind of love but long term

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oh HIM...

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i feel love in the moment, i don’t like seeing people i like in pain, but feels like if they left i’d get used to it

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HIM<3

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like i’d be okay all alone

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I mean she might be. Its definitely more awkward now and we used to be better friends but i dont see her all that often.

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i may feel grief but it would be brief (that rhymed lol)

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I feel guilty, which isnt helpful.

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Talk about it with her

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it just feels, strange

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he is so<3<3

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Ive tried, she always leaves it to an "okay" or a "yeah lol" or something and ends the conversation

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Cyan, you know about, attachment styles?

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i get super attached to someone in certain moments, scared that they will leave me

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sort of yellow

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What do u know?

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there’s anxious avoidant disorganized i think

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i grew up with parents who sometimes met my needs but sometimes didn’t

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Yeah, you know what's yours?

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Even after i apologised she just left it at "its okay"

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And i was told she was still mad at me by mutual friends lmao

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i would say anxious, my memory is blurry about the definitions though

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hi

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hello green

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Shes avoidant about these things

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im eepy

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Blue,,, then maybe you should accept her words. Even if someone is still mad st you, they can be mad at you and still forgive u at the samw time

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daddy

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i wonder if i was born like this, i wonder if i was meant to be flawed like this

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or if it was acquired

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daddyy

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Thats where im headed i think. I still see her pretty often and i think were chill but i dont think itll ever be how it was before.

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i experience sympathy, i value helping others

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daddies reply to me

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gib me attention

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but i just can’t feel long term love

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gib

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gibgib

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zaddy

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