just killed a HUGE mosquito with a flashlight in the dark while Sanitarium by Metallica played.

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Oh fuck, I see. that's awful to here, that that's the response in scotland

25097 - 

hear*

25097 - 

Tbh people have tried to kill me since i was 7 so idfk at this point. Guess im just killable looking or some shit

1302 - 

do you think that will change when you're older, coral?

23783 - 

Who has tried to kill u

34186 - 

others ur age

34186 - 

or older pll

34186 - 

myself B)

30277 - 

If not here, where should i then go? Professionals don't help

35937 - 

Honestly no, i hope it does but with the state of the UK atm

1302 - 

try professionals again 988

23783 - 

I keep having to fight to live for a life i didn't even ask for

1302 - 

So Scotland has a serious rise in instances of violence against trans people, and the anti-discrimintation laws passed in April

25097 - 

i NEED weed

30277 - 

broke however

30277 - 

Basically yeah

1302 - 

they haven't meant much?

25097 - 

I had no idea scotland was that bad

23783 - 

me neither

34186 - 

Plus 13 yr old me being in a drug gang didnt give me the best rep

1302 - 

I hsve been suicidal for about 16 years. There is no more help to get

35937 - 

i thought uk was really accepting

34186 - 

this is not the place yellow

23783 - 

what are your reasons yellow?

30277 - 

For the most part it is, depends on where and with who

1302 - 

It's not going that much better in the USA. States are passing more anti-trans legislation, and the left leaning people and politicans couldn't give any less of a fucj

25097 - 

im in sweden its really good here

34186 - 

got a bunch of trans friends

34186 - 

I think more ppl in US are becoming open to things as time passes

23783 - 

My reasons? Sexual abuse and being used as a scapegoat growing up. I csnnot get over it

35937 - 

but there's always "those ppl"

23783 - 

Ive got a community and safe people aye, just its not enough sometimes yk

1302 - 

yeah

34186 - 

life *can* be beautiful though

30277 - 

Glad you have at least some safe ppl coral

23783 - 

I have a friend that is fially thriving in Canada

23783 - 

I sometimes feel I wont

25097 - 

*finally

23783 - 

kickstand - soundgarden is peak

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