but he's out a lot with friends and drinking and honestly I don't feel like he has much time for me

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Just tell him - Alex Mercer

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but seeing as we arent official, idk how much I can rlly ask of him

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I just don't see what good can come out of the convo, I don't want him to feel like he has to give anything up to be with me

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have u talked to him , via schedules

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we've been chatting the last few days but nothing major, he hasnt had time to call with me

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He won’t feel like that - Alex Mercer

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I just don't feel like I can have a convo like that over text either but idk

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Its just scary liking someone

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Or let me talk to him - Alex Mercer

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And the drinking - we're young and all but he's been out like 4 times this week, that's nt normal..

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I cant sleep. Its 6AM. i cant sleep. Im so tired and feel so burned out from my hours long panic attack

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He's supposed to come visit in two weeks though so I guess that'll be nice

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Oo nice

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i feel u, long distanc and time is impacting but if feeling were mutual hed reconsider his habits

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hmm so if you're stressing abt HAVING to sleep, most likely you won't be able to

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Thats fair

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Coral you aren’t helping red - Alex Mercer

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alex shut up and give me my daughter

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Do you have any methods for sleeping? I can reccomend u one thats worked for me and friends ive helped them with

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Idk why but I’ve been really on edge when it comes to my roommate (im at a residential high school)

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Ooo yes please

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Rental contract ended and I had to go out. Since then I have been homeless and sleeping whereever I could

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lmao sorry just for me I sleep better if I focus on how nice it feels to be relaxing, not thinking "omg why am I not sleeping yet"

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Lost friends. Too many friends. Due to alcoholism, borrowing money everytime or just not having the same life anymore

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Honestly thats fair, idk if Ill be able to relax but Ill try

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I have no money, I have no home, I have no one left anymore and sometimes I wonder whats left for me to go on

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alexxx

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right so 1. close your eyes, lay on your back (or side) and start imagining you're in a void with only you and your bed there. Start imagining your bed swaying very camly from side to side in the void

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I just wish I could go back again when life wasnt shitty

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There’s something so painful about not talking to my roommate at night. also thx coral

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- and usually for me after a bit it starts feeling like the bed is actually swaying, making me concentrate on the swaying and getting tired

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I just wish I never begin drinking

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But I cant stop otherwise I will tremble and vomit and feel like utter shit

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2. bed is a rollercoaster, just imagine driving down paths swinging side to side and all

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Yes cyan? - Alex Mercer

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I wish my mornings didnt begin with half a handle and my evenings didnt end with the other half

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idk, works for me

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Cyan im so sorry that sounds horrible :(

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ru gay

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