oh

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you had already said that white

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ok green?

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I hate this so fucking much

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Am i even visible

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hate what cyan

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So i dont trust anyone and I only ever eat if i know exactly what happened to each ingredient and i cooked it

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I love when people ask about my gender

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that's a logical solution white

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do u see any type of therapist white

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All i ever feel comfortable eating is rice

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And i always have to buy it from the same brand and hide it and cook it at night

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as with all my food

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no meats?

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i have to keep an eye on it

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i promise a therapist can really help w fear of other ppl doing smth to u

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I know i have a therapist

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And a psychiatrist

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ok

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i had therapy

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i need to take antipsychotics and antidepressants but i dont take them

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i think

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he was a child psychologist or sum

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Have u always felt that way about food white?

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because i think my doctors could poison me

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Oh oops im red now

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I seen a psychologist my mom knows nothing about

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oh ur red now

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with the meds?

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I have a friend who aint vaccinated for that same reason

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her parents did not allow her to

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they thought she would get poisoned

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I just cant eat anything unless i keep an eye on it

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i have to hide it and cook it only at nighy secretly

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do you have a way to lock up your foods?

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now she has asadly developed a fear of germs bcs of it

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So nobody can get close to it

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Sometimes i sit and i think about how different my life could have been if i never met him or if i was "normal"

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And im not taking my pills yes i hallucinate but i dont trust my doctor not to poison me

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Maybe i could've lived and enjoyed my teenage years

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