try makeup and hide my freckles get contacts and changed my eyes color, dyed my hair

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then i wouldn't look like him

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cyan

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shut up you are better

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no i'm fucking not

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i'm some broken kid slowly dying everyday

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My friends think that I only had Facebook but i have an Instagram too. Thats where they uploaded the video of everyone hanging out. I wanted to say something but im afraid they will never upload her a

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cyan fucking shut up and touch grass you are better then your mom

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Whenever I try to tell jokes, either online or in real life, I'm met with blank stares and harsh whisperings. It makes me feel as though I'm not meant to exist. I'm constantly doing something wrong

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without even realizing it

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no i am not

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she's out there having a life away from my father and i

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They say wait till u become an adult then

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she got married again with a guy who has kids

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and i'm just stuck here with him waiting to be beat each day

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that doesn’t mean she is better dawg xd

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hoping he'd change even though i fucking know he won't

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I was accused of being a kid before

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Am I annoying you?

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how the hell is that better than her?

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I often annoy people here with my rantings

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I don't know why i miss her. She broke my heart and stole my friends. Yet i find myself missing her. Everyday.

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you are better then her dawg xd

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I'm too much of a worthless attention seeker, I suppose

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Tate actually helped me

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But then I stopped listening to him

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i'm not in anyway i can think of anyone else is

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i don't see how i am

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you are not dawg red you seek attention for a reason xd

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I think I should just keep quiet and work harder

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red have you considered?

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These doubts and insecurities won't matter when I'm skilled

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My new group of friends call me Dr. Philablunt sometimes because im always helping them with there problems. But...

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blue

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Who's helping me?

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i am helping you blue xd

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maybe if i was born into a different family then things could be different

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maybe if i was a different person in the same family they would be different

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a

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blue have you considered?

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