if i knew u irl i would be ur friend im not sure if that would make u feel better

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no im going on a walk

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I wish i was gripy sock jail

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help shes shoving her dogs in my face im scared

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bye

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bye white stay safe! <3

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Bye whire

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I just wanna be justified

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idk, its not about friends, its just. nobody ever likes me, nobody ever, respects me. i try so hard to be good to those close to me, but im ignored

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And validated

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Even if im called insane

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And locked up

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Psych ward doesnt do shit

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im sure someone out there respects u green!

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i respect u, i know that for sure

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it s jus bad. Doesnt even feek good after u get relwases

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Atp it cant be any worse red

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so someone out there does too, i believe it!

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like yeah u can tell people u got hospitalized bc you were so bad it had to get to that ppint but like

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is there a emma on here?

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no, nobody, even my own gf, i think she thinks im just an atm and therapist who accepts "i love you" as payment

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yes im here white

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i am emma

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Then it jsut feels shitry

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Its cant get worse

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stfu blue ur not

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k

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If it get worse then at least ill kms and be rid of it

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Emma is coral

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Lol

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your right i am not emma but in some way i am

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also if u feel that way, u should break up with her green

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kk thx

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like i feel like a emma

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what's going on

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Cyan auicide is never the chocie

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Like

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idk, its been a year. sometimes she makes me laugh and calls me baby and it all washes away, and other times she just makes me hate myself

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we're talking about stuff white

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i know it feels liek it

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