im already slowly dying inside over religion (i dont even want to think about it seriously)

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CRAZY WIRK WTF

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I just wanna get better i don't actually want this right?

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I love being miserable

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Yeah purple you dont want death you just wanna feel better

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MY JAW DROPPED WHEN THEY SAID IT 💀

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i cant stop crying

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but like brain say christianity sometimes paganism another like ohhgmfm hsut hte fuck up

12502 - 

Ive been there before purp. Get help

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Its such a familiar feeling

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I HAVE NEVER EVEN FATHOMED THAT LEVEL OF FREAK 💀

35734 - 

Who is that to

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😨😨

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Yikes

35739 - 

Blue please

35737 - 

Thats not freak thats ill

35742 - 

My stuff keeps going backward

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Hi

35707 - 

So I cant read everything

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lmao ik green

35734 - 

I cant feel hope anymore i cant see a bright future anymore theres just nothing there

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and now i have this and ive already been really concerned over my decreasing mental health as of late

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thereim scared

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I am scared too go see the past but i need to know

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It's gonna be okay purple

35742 - 

Just block the weirdos who say those things dont read those things itll hurt you when youre older

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and im worried if i confide in my mom she is either gonna deny it all or freak out or something or just i dont know

12502 - 

they look literally discusting

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Its ok purple it seems dark now but one day itll get better

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So you have no one to trust, red?

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I am tired 😳

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my great aunt has did and i really dontwant to end up stigmatized in the family like she is

12502 - 

Yeah js get help and don't do anything stupid

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of course the system in that case is disordered and theres genuine issues and stuff but liek sitll

12502 - 

yeah kind of actually ellow

12502 - 

Sometimes is better to be hated for who you are than loved for what youre not

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i dont fear that ill be hated i fear that people will just not know what ot do with me for the second time

12502 - 

But yeah i get the sentiment im also mentally ill and stigmatized in my fam

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i gotta get diagnosed but idk how- like i told my doctor i think i have anxiety and arfid & nothing ever happened

35734 - 

I don't want this you're right

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