on what to do

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it doesnt help that im her first kid

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Take care of yourself when no one can, its the bravest thing you could do (red)

35737 - 

and i dont want to hurt my younger brother

12502 - 

I want to scream but it feels like i'm drowning In my thoughts

35741 - 

by disappearing for three days like oh yeah ur older brother is actually really struggling mentally hahahaha

12502 - 

at my lowest point in life right now. i feel so numb. i did something that couldve been dangerous for me just to feel something. just to snap me back into reality.

35745 - 

I have so many regrets it hurts to think

35742 - 

her mom already told the school counselers and pulled us out of class several times n stuff

35734 - 

he looks up to me so much and he's so empathetic i dont want him to be so concerned he like gets sick over it or somth

12502 - 

Yeah if you bottle up too much it becomes explosive, find ways to let it out healthily(purp)

35737 - 

idk what to think anymore tbh

1258 - 

if im scared about faking it can i still be a hypochondriac

12502 - 

I want to die but if i kms my family will miss me

35741 - 

i want to hate her but she did nothing wrong

1258 - 

I wish she'd just get out of my mind

35742 - 

i’m gonna go bye

35734 - 

Well like i said before, it probably won't hurt to check, red

35737 - 

Take care blue!

35737 - 

or is a hypochondriac usually so fearful that they dont consider the possibility of it being fake (most of the time)

12502 - 

im just so fucking dumb i dont even know why in the first place i thought she wouldve liked me

1258 - 

My mind feels numb

35741 - 

Youre so young and dont deserve all the bad stuff!

35737 - 

I can't breathe properly

35742 - 

someone in my family is a hypochondriac so i dont know if thats like behavior that can kind of transfer throughout the family or

12502 - 

Im hurting so much i cant do it anymore

35744 - 

im scared im scared

12502 - 

but like im not at the same time

12502 - 

shes my friend after all

1258 - 

ive been so stressed out

12502 - 

for years

12502 - 

I'm so fucking stupid i really thought she'd reach out to me

35742 - 

Mental illness can be genetic yes, but doesnt make it amy less serious

35737 - 

but ik if i keep talking to her i will still love her I HATE HER

1258 - 

Im all alone again

35742 - 

and apparently the covid vaccine puts you at higher risk for certain mental health issues

12502 - 

I am clean from SH for four months i do not know how long i can keep going

35741 - 

I’m tired. I really am, I don’t want to stay up late and do this anymore, I don’t want to stay up late and constantly destroy myself till there is nothing left... I want to feel wanted. I don’t want t

35747 - 

I HATE HER FUCKING UGLY ASS BOYFRIEND

1258 - 

and thats around when my mental state worsened is when i goit it

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