im already terried of my psychiatrist

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hes just there for my medicine at that point

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Theres always a pcyhologist willing to listen

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i suspect anxiety, arfid, depression, adhd, autism, & maybe anorexia

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i know but im scared

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and i haven topened up to a professional ever

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Do things scared, eventually youll feel bettwr

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last time i tried it was a terrible counselor who was just befriending me and it makes me really fucking upset looking back at it

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She'll never call me again

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like i genuinely just hate the memory so much

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Just bad everywhere

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cant even stand it getting brought up

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I'm dead to her

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I wish i had been better

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wish i had told her

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Yeah ive been betrayed hy psycholigst in the past. It suxks it hurts but you gotta keep trying

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Im so bored

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she told me i was her favorite

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Noe im diagnosed and have better tools to navigate my life with

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thats nto something you tell to a kid who needs your fucking HELP bro

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idk what to do abt this sociopathic girl ik

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i think she’s an actual sociopath

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Guys guys yuys guys yusysgsu

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like

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How old are you red

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Ive calmed down a bit, im just so tired of wasting my parents money on my mental stuff

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Hey guys

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fifteen man :-(((

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Hi whit

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I think about it too much and then i forget to breathe

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im like mentally around 13 though

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I feel like a waste of space and time

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she has shunned me in an attempt to leave me with no friends

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or 12 i guess

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she did that to another kid too

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when it comes to emotional regulation

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i’m not even joking

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Its natural to feel like that purple but you gotta be nicer to yourself

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I feel so trapped

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If i never talk to her again im literally gonna kms

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