or 12 i guess

12502 - 

she did that to another kid too

35734 - 

when it comes to emotional regulation

12502 - 

i’m not even joking

35734 - 

Its natural to feel like that purple but you gotta be nicer to yourself

35737 - 

I feel so trapped

35741 - 

If i never talk to her again im literally gonna kms

35742 - 

should i wake up my mom and talk to her

12502 - 

Thats weird

35739 - 

i doubt she's even asleep

12502 - 

she would not even look at me for a while

35734 - 

i don''t know what to do

12502 - 

I need her

35742 - 

Do they even care????

35741 - 

ive been questioning whether or not staying 3 days at a mental hospital might be smart but i cant miss more school

12502 - 

Not everyone who does bad thins is a sociopath but yeah thats horrible stay away from them for your good

35737 - 

her grandma called me crazy and in need of mental help for crying about it too

35734 - 

i feel so numb

35745 - 

her nor her family ever apologized

35734 - 

You probably should red, your wellbeing comes first and foremost

35737 - 

immmm gonna gooo maaaad

12502 - 

I wonder where ill be after all this ends

35742 - 

I relapsed yesterdag for the first time in months and ik my person is disappointed in me

35744 - 

i dont want to leave my stuff behind :(

12502 - 

and i dont know if my mom would allow it

12502 - 

You gotta do whats best for you red

35737 - 

Dead or alive!!!!!!!

35742 - 

she & her family need serious help

35734 - 

what do i do?-

35734 - 

I try not to express my anger to other people but sometimes its too much so i explode in private lol

35736 - 

because she cares so much but she is also lost

12502 - 

on what to do

12502 - 

it doesnt help that im her first kid

12502 - 

Take care of yourself when no one can, its the bravest thing you could do (red)

35737 - 

and i dont want to hurt my younger brother

12502 - 

I want to scream but it feels like i'm drowning In my thoughts

35741 - 

by disappearing for three days like oh yeah ur older brother is actually really struggling mentally hahahaha

12502 - 

at my lowest point in life right now. i feel so numb. i did something that couldve been dangerous for me just to feel something. just to snap me back into reality.

35745 - 

I have so many regrets it hurts to think

35742 - 

her mom already told the school counselers and pulled us out of class several times n stuff

35734 -