Otherwise it makes you numb and miserable nd u seem sad enough dont add more sadness into ur life blue

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nevermind lol

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bro my dad just walked in and like scanned me with his flashlight on his phone

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Like i said red you gotta give it time

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I almost have everything i want to do if

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he always does that when theres an argument to check if i’m asleep

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*it

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Do you have any friends to vent to blue? You cab cry and let out your emotions with them

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I know you are trying yellow, but I don't think I need advice or help. I'm simply venting

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Ok ok my bad aorry red

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speaking of that- why do i feel the strange need to listen to my parents arguing

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I know I need to give it time, like I said, I'll get over it eventually

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uh yellow- i have no close friends

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Cant stop hearing the shitty screams of these dumbass people just kill me kill me too kill me let me die already

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but for the time being I feel frustrated and like a nuisance lol

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atleast it doesnt feel like it-

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Let me go let me out fuck fuck fuck please

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idk what’s considered a close friend anymore bc i havent had what i think is one in a good while

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i think i’m depressed lmfao

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Find happy things to distract you. Happy music, happy shows, etc blue

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I cant stop banging my head against the wall please stop it stop

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Ok im aorry im kinda lost rn can someone summarize whats going on

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i cant bro 💀

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sorry

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Im getting loat with whos who can someone summarize their problems

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You could use some friends blue, dont be scared to be happy!

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oh so uhh- i got alot but the main thing is i have alcoholic parents that argue kinda a loy

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i dont know how to make any good friends

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Yeah you probably could build up a community of people who are nice to you like friwnds

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my last 2 good friends didnt last

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Do you struggle with things like social anxiety?

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Oh I see

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uh not rlly

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Did something happen to make them go away?

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the first one was a sociopath, the other moved. that one i only was friend with for like a few months but i still miss iy

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So u said youre 10 right? You havent called cps to help you out?

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i cant get myself to

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Im sorry im sorry im sorry make it stop stop thinking stop thinking

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maybe it’s because i dont know what’s going to happen when i do so

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Making friends is hard i get it

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