Oh ive dealt with that

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💀.

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Hypochondriac red?

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i really dont like feeling like this

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yes

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Does it make you feel bad to daydream blue?

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i will literally spend hours making up scenarios

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but at the same time ifi do have what i think i have feeling fear is kind of normal so idont knwo anymore

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i think it’s turning into a coping mechanism

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it doesnt help tht i have serious anxiety disorders

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it’s becoming addictive

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Hypochondriasis is based on anxiety ik it may sound insensitive but you may need to not listen to it and let go

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it feels wrongot ignore

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i have a whole fake friend group in my head

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i really need t otalk to a professional

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Well considering your situation it makes sense u would develop soenthing like that blue

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like as soon as possible

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that’s not normal is it?

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You totally should red, thats a good first step!

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im not in danger but i really dont want this to devolve int something it isnt if i dont have this and my brain is just making it all up

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Ive tried to kill myself more than 20 times theres no one who can help me i have nobody nobody cares just kill me so that the thoughts and the scrams go away please die

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I wouldn't say thats its normal, but its not awful either

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what sucks though is that i wanna deny it so bad but it just feels wrong

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and i dont know what osrt of hotline/warmline i could even contact about this

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to get some temporary help right now

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Yeah a professional will help you determine whats best for your case red

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or solae i guess

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solace**

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i just dont know how to bring it up

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988 is good

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too scared to call 988 i dont want to get institutionalized

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I talk there when i feel overwhelmed

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Call 988 when things get overwhelming

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i dont knwo how it works im reall just a kid

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ive been bottling it up all day and i shouldnt have

12502 - 

that sounds rough

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You dont need to tell them everything, just use it for small talk to get things out a bit

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116 123 is a help line if anybody feels they need someone to talk to, nice people no fees just there to listen

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i cant do small talk

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im not in ah eadspace wherei oculd

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