i doubt she's even asleep

12502 - 

she would not even look at me for a while

35734 - 

i don''t know what to do

12502 - 

I need her

35742 - 

Do they even care????

35741 - 

ive been questioning whether or not staying 3 days at a mental hospital might be smart but i cant miss more school

12502 - 

Not everyone who does bad thins is a sociopath but yeah thats horrible stay away from them for your good

35737 - 

her grandma called me crazy and in need of mental help for crying about it too

35734 - 

i feel so numb

35745 - 

her nor her family ever apologized

35734 - 

You probably should red, your wellbeing comes first and foremost

35737 - 

immmm gonna gooo maaaad

12502 - 

I wonder where ill be after all this ends

35742 - 

I relapsed yesterdag for the first time in months and ik my person is disappointed in me

35744 - 

i dont want to leave my stuff behind :(

12502 - 

and i dont know if my mom would allow it

12502 - 

You gotta do whats best for you red

35737 - 

Dead or alive!!!!!!!

35742 - 

she & her family need serious help

35734 - 

what do i do?-

35734 - 

I try not to express my anger to other people but sometimes its too much so i explode in private lol

35736 - 

because she cares so much but she is also lost

12502 - 

on what to do

12502 - 

it doesnt help that im her first kid

12502 - 

Take care of yourself when no one can, its the bravest thing you could do (red)

35737 - 

and i dont want to hurt my younger brother

12502 - 

I want to scream but it feels like i'm drowning In my thoughts

35741 - 

by disappearing for three days like oh yeah ur older brother is actually really struggling mentally hahahaha

12502 - 

at my lowest point in life right now. i feel so numb. i did something that couldve been dangerous for me just to feel something. just to snap me back into reality.

35745 - 

I have so many regrets it hurts to think

35742 - 

her mom already told the school counselers and pulled us out of class several times n stuff

35734 - 

he looks up to me so much and he's so empathetic i dont want him to be so concerned he like gets sick over it or somth

12502 - 

Yeah if you bottle up too much it becomes explosive, find ways to let it out healthily(purp)

35737 - 

idk what to think anymore tbh

1258 - 

if im scared about faking it can i still be a hypochondriac

12502 - 

I want to die but if i kms my family will miss me

35741 - 

i want to hate her but she did nothing wrong

1258 - 

I wish she'd just get out of my mind

35742 - 

i’m gonna go bye

35734 - 

Well like i said before, it probably won't hurt to check, red

35737 -