uh not rlly

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Did something happen to make them go away?

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the first one was a sociopath, the other moved. that one i only was friend with for like a few months but i still miss iy

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So u said youre 10 right? You havent called cps to help you out?

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i cant get myself to

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Im sorry im sorry im sorry make it stop stop thinking stop thinking

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maybe it’s because i dont know what’s going to happen when i do so

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Making friends is hard i get it

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Ah ok i get it it can be scary

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i dont know how to explain it but

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Uncertainty is scary i have anxiety and everything is scary to me as well

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i feel like i have a close friend, yet it doesnt feel like it

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i dont know why

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Is it like theres a barrier between you two?

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hello?

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Hi red

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idk maybe

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hiiiih

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And why does it bother you?

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i dont know

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Genuine question i dont mean to judge

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is now a bad time 2 have a mini crisis

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maybe it’s cause i’m desperate- ig?

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Ok i understand blue

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like for a close friend that will actually last and not turn to shit

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Im gonna fucking run away from home punch someone get in a fucking fight and then kill myself somewhere no one will fucking find me so that i can leave this shitty planet and burn in hell

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But yeah you really do need more friends cause depending on only one person is not good for u either

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we feel so waaack

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dont like this

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i feel like nobody really likes me

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i dont know who i am anymore and i feel like ive just deluded myself into a really problematic lie

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There's always someone who does

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i think i have maladapative daydreaming

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what if im just a hypochondriac

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whatever tf the word is 💀

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maladap

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mala

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i cant fucking spell

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Oh ive dealt with that

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💀.

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