why is it have to be like this?

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I dont want to get out of bed

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in my new school

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or the girl whose family member was murdered

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i dont want to be helped

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i want to die

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my foster dad almost hit me today

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or the girl who was lowkey groomed badly

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i accept my dead

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death

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or the girl who tried to khs

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but i ran away as fast as i can

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or the girl who gets hit

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some bitch spilt all my secrets

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ive been sa'd before

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same

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i was so young i realised 7 years after it happened what it was

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i got in trouble for no reason

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for no reason

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No one will ever want me, no one will ever like me. Not as a friend, not as family, not as something more than just friends

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and now ill die

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my parents dont understand why i have panic attacks going where it happened

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they call me dramatic

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so when i tried to explain my dad tried to hit me

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same red

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and make fun of me for being sa'd

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sameeee green

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so its not just my family who dont get it

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fuck men

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it was another female

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when i was 6

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💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀

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so i get automatically invalidated

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ohh sorry but still fuck men

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and fuck that person too

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my foster mom sent me to a therapist but it doesnt work

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it would be grape if she was a man

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yeah real

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also fuck the dude who lowkey groomed me

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he threatned to sa me or khs if i didn't send pics when i was 14

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