purp

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nah i want my family but them to actually be functional

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fr red

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in the beyond, red?

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yes

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in a paradise where all your dreams come true

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trying to wrap my head around that

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I am greeb

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for eternity

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green

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I feel like I'm not good enough at what I do and like I never will be

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you can meet people you always wanted to meet

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sorry took a while to realize that

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seems they wouldn't have a reason to be literally functional

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eh, now a blue

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hmmm

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Yes?

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nothin'

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????

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p

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gtg-A

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Okay

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I blocked a couple of ppl and can't remember what colors

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I'm new as of a few minutes ago

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Okay, blue

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Anyway, I envision that if there is a beyond, it's all mental, no physical, but you see them as you remember them

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I can't make anything that makes as much of an impact as I want

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does that make sense?

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Impact on people, blue?

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Yes

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People seem to like my stuff, generally, but I don't like it

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It's never good enough

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make a bunch of small impacts- more important than one big one in a lot of cases

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I feel like I'm running out of time

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how so?

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I think I just want someone to actually care about me, and some part of me thinks that being "great" will get me that

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It won't, but I'm not going to stop trying

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I'm not even good enough for *myself*, let alone someone else

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good to not stop trying, but being great can cause people to use you more, want you for the wrong reasons

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Everyone seems to know what they are doing, yet I'm just trying to survive

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