All my life ive been used as an object for others to project themselves onto i dont evwn feel like a real person

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THAT IS SO REAL OMG

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I dont think ive ever felt like a person

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I feel that

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Ok, so it is very hard to do but you need to start vocalizing your needs to those around you, and not that haha we can do this if you want but really hey i want to do this or i dont want to do that

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And boundries, hard boundries

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And america is also better for autistic people

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People will either love me and think im perfect or hate me and see my like rhe devil incarnate for standing up for myaelf

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Yeah ig i gotta do that

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Biggest problem is my mom tho

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I don't know about that, maybe it's a little better than other countries but Autistic people are often prevented from doing lots of things here like certain jobs and adopting people

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My mom was the hardest too

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The times i stood my ground on my boundaries she threw a tantrum and threatened to go through my phone and notebooks

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She always takes everything so personally its exhausting

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It is hard to stand up to someone who is your provider, the key is a proper escape plan. If you can get a job you can start with that.

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I didnt ask for any of this shit i just wish ppl wpuld leave me alone

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Real, people can be so pushy sometimes

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Im a boring person idk why ppl insist on clinging onto me

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Hopefully one day you will be independent and able to just walk away

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Maybe it's because you're so consisten

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I hope so too

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People like dependebility, they don't like change

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I have feelings that i can’t really express so i feel like i want to beat the shit out of someone

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Makes sense

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HAVE YOU TRIED BOXING??

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But yeah its annoying

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No but i should

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But i struggle saying no

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Bc of anxiety/ocd

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Morality ocd is a bitch

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I have ocd too! It can be such a bitch sometimes.

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I had the worse morality/religious ocd for the longest time.

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It sucks

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On one hand its helped me bc i didn't have good role models growing up

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Yes! Like recently I started having this thing with 3s and it is fucking annoying

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No, the ocd wants you to think it's helpful but it is not

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But its also put me in some awful situations i could easily avoided

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You would still be a good person if you didn't have it

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I guess

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