so she cared when we knew each other, but once she moved, she didnt even try

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thats what i mean by somewhat

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3 of my friends moved away and the only one who lives in the same state as me doesnt talk to me

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sorry if i made it sound confusing

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if youre worried about the idea that you could be faking it, chances are you arent. its a normal human reaction to fear the idea that we're doing something for the wrong intentions

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Hahahaha how do i get more brain damage

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im sorry about that coral :(

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*:(

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my life collasped when school started

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yeaaaagh. thankfully i had the same experience of doubt over my gender identity so i have something to bounce my experience off of fear wise

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i hope you can get the help you need someday, im thankful that youre willing to talk about this online, youre very strong for that

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found out my moms a psychopath

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found out why i dont have a father

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how so if u dont mind me asking??

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clears throat

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she was abusive to my half siblings (sibling from a diff mother) and to my dad

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she drank alot

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i think that talking about it and trying to make a safe space and be accepting to my mind is my goal right now so thank you for your compliments i think is the righrt wording

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not a lot of people are capable of speaking up about their problems and its a product of the environment they live in usually. so dont feel as though you need to rush your way through talking

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oh i see

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she destroyed my siblings apartment when they were my age

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she knocked over everything

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threw glass at my father

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she lies about everything

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shes manipulative

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shes a narssasist

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She’s perfect

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shes always rude to me

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i think part of the difficulty im facing though is im pretty sure ppl are trying to communicate with me i just drown them out or accidentally think up responses on my own to my own questions

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of course, i believe uplifting people is a great way to build confidence in seeking the help they need. its genuinely a feat people overlook, being able to reach out for help/talking about problems

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im so sorry to say, but i feel like she needs help im so sorry to say that

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MY DAD RUINED A GRAND CHUNK OF MY CHILDHOOD ❗❗❗❗❗💪💪💪💪🔥🔥🇺🇲🦅🦅🇺🇲🦅🦅🇺🇲

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i didnt even know until a few weeks ago

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and its not in a rude way, im just worried for u and ur siblings safety

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now i dont know what to believe

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And i dont know what to do, i want to be with her so badly

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she blocked off my dad from my life

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she said his phone number got changed so i couldnt talk to him

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she just didnt want him part of my life

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she doesnt trust me

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