One time I thought "what does disney do if a child actor dies" and cameron boyce died the next day and sometimes I genuinely wonder if I killed him, but at the time I was convinced

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i have so much love in my heart. i don’t want to hurt people. i don’t like how i am. my heart is not evil but nobody wants to hear that or listen to me.

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And I have to do the sign of the cross when I pass a graveyard because one time I resisted doing it to try and help with my ocd and shannon doherty died

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I once thought "man that robbie rotten guy has lived a while despite being told he'd die soon" and he died the next day

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i dont know if i want to get help. i dont wanna die but i like the way i loomk

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YES

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And i felt responsible for thinking that too

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look*

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hello?

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I hate eating

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Oh im purple now

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I hate being autistic

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Well these coinsidences ive been sharing have been comforting

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but im also scared to way more than 100 pounds

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i just hate everything I gotta kms but idk how

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nobody will ever understand me

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what is 100 pounds in kg

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I never want to wake up

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It definitely can be comforting to share! Sometimes I go on r/ocd and share and I will get like at least 5 different people saying they thought the same thing

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100 pounds is 45 kg

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Im so sick of hospitals

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Reddit gets a bad rap but it can really be helpful sometimes

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i weight 40 kg

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Oh yeah i agree with that

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I think letting this go has been very helpful thank you blue

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I need a way to kms that will WORK and not put me back in hospital

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I'm happy to help!

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HERE??

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sometimes it gets so bad that if i eat once within a week i wont stop feeling like a fat ass

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i’m just someone that has no way to escape my pain

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WHITE BOY KKKKKKILLER HERE

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Ok so I have a way if you reaalllyyyy want it

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Maybe if i dribk lots of alcohol it will make my survival instinct worse and i can drown

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i just think i look fat in everything i wear

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but the issue is my parents wont leave me home alone

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Yeah blue what is it

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why does tea magically get cold so fast

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It'll work trust me

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Hello

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Ok blue then tell me

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