doesnt even feel like it

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he never cared about our friendship

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it was good while it lasted i guess

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thats fair

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I experienced an unusual pain in my eye.

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thats the sad thing about friends

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they come and go

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i was using an episode of it as a reference tk a story im writing, and i got distracted man -comet

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only true ones will stay with u thru and thru

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i knew him for 5 years

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i genuinely hope youre able to find the answers you want to find someday, blue. you could also ask your therapist at some point the same questions youre asking here

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i just dont really hang out with people i guess??? i know my one friend would be chill but besides her the only other person is my bf

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i thought i had my friends, turned out they all hated my guts

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It felt like a needle piercing it, but it wasn't just the eye itself that hurt, but the skin around it as well.

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he prevented me from $u1c1d3

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he was always there for me

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i was supposed to be writing down my analasis for both of the characters dialogue, but i js syarted watching it and gave uo -comet

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i dont get why it changed all of a sudden

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theyre very well equipped to deal with these kinds of conversations

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im going to try and commit to a journal to kind of write down the experiences that r happening

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they're so in love -comet

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those r the moments u should cherish, spade

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i do

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dont dwell on it but if u feel sad and ur friend is ur comfort, try think of the nice things they did or said

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i just cant anymore

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i just hope i can beat my anxiety whenever i feel like i have an adequate amount of stuff written down to go "yeah, i should ask about this as its consistently ongoing"

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journals are a very good thing maintain, it can also be used to help vent your own frustrations privately, too

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lowkey makes me wanna write a romance story... -comet

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i give u hugs, spade :( 🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂

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ill probably use an app on my phone for it

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physical journals just add stress because of family even if they totally respect our privacy

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not sure he even cares anymore

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anyways i js wanted to say that, im outta here bye guys -comet

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bye comet!

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also, im sure he somewhat cares

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somewhat?

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and if he doesnt care, then he wasnt a true one

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he forgot i exist until i messaged him

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and thats valid, a lot of people use digital journals because of the trend within households that dont respect privacy

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just had one time where mom went through somth not realizing it was personal while cleaning and got concerned. guess its just a lingering paranoia

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