I look back at all the worry and "what if's" and yet something always happened and I made it through

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if im not happy i will be dead regardless

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I still do the worry and what if stuff to this day, though

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if i am happy i will die regardless

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doesnt matter

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i dont understand why im here

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i just want to be gone

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life isnt meant for me

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and thank god shes the only one i got i dont know where i would be without her

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I know from experience that nothing will convince a young person that things can be different later

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i lost all my family

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i lost everything

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im so sick and tired

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If I knew then, what I know now, my mindset would have been more at peace

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my bf doesnt even know i want to die

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he has no idea

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that i want to kill myself and die

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if i tell him he will leave me

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A biggie is learning to care about yourself and learning to live with yourself first

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lots of ppl dont believe in mental illness

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If you can't live with yourself, how would you expect others to

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My parents

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annd thats why i should just fucking do it already

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dont either

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no

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If you don't like yourself, how would you expect others to?

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yellow there are still people who care

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so, you have to be someone you like first

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doing that also makes it easier to not neeeeed to have other people

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i have been through so much

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and nobody cares

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stop telling me people care

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then you don't come across as needy and clingy

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im just venting

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take or leave things

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im going to write about this within the next 10 years

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everything

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and leave the rest to my grave

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so anyone who actually cares can read

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Fuckkkk this shit

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