emotionally, mentally or physically?

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Just because you treated someone badly does not mean it is abuse

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Well I always yelled at him

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ok, verbally.

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and I’d always attempt suicide

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Because it hurt a lot

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sorry, i judgd too fast

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Ofc I was self projecting

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But anyways I wanna vent rn

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well, you're honest and i can appreciate that in you

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oh I've been forced to stay with someone because he tries to die every time i try to leave

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it's the absolute worst

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i hate him so much

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but i don't want him to die

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i don't want anyone to die

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if he is around my age, i promise you, it wouldn't be your fault.

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choose yourself.

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it actually feels like so much garbage to be responsible for someone's life

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Wait

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he's grown and will get over it. prob find a girl in midway college.

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Did my color change?

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Wtf

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i can't choose myself, if he dies then I'll never forget him

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I was purple

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I cant handle change

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I'm pille, my color changed too

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Because I’ve been abused my entire life

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you were?

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he won't die, but if he does, it's on him and I KNOW THAT SUCKS TO SAY - but you are TOO YOUNG.

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I was neglected, verbally, sexually maybe a little physically abusex

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I was raped, groomed sexually assaulted

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TO DEAL WITH A GROWN MAN. WHO WANTS TO MANIPULATE YOU LIKE THIS.

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And I still keep havign nightmares

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I was severely bullied to the point of suicide

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way too young for this heavy burden.

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I'm sorry, ik i should leave but after his last overdose i can't

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you don't have to carry it.

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Yet when I tried to jump they all laughed

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it was too close

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They all kept encouarginf me

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