now that im counting nothings fucking working

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ed?

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i guess i dont know

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im so exhausted

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have you been to edtwt?

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i work out and i eat below whats recommended is that an eating disorder

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yeah sometimes

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how old are you?

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16

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prime time to devellop an ed

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ive been like this since i was 11

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do you wanna get better?

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its just nobody cares

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i dont think im sick enough to "get better"

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im a healthy weight isnt that what matters

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not really, its about your mindset

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is syour mindset healthy?

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i dont know

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ive never been happy about my body or food

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how did it start?

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i was a little bit chubbier than other girls as a kid and another girl pointed it out at a pool party

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said i was uglier than everybody else

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then i got really sick and lost all the weight and everybody started treating me normally

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oh yeah, heavy people get treated so unfairly

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i wasnt even overweight though is the thing

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its just because she thought i was ugly

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Saala itna frustation ho raha hai

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my dad used to starve himself infront of me as a kid and i guess it influenced me

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that's awful

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bs ghar me pade rho boring se bhi bhi boring ho gayi hai life

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when i was 11 i stopped breakfast and skipped lunch at school then just ate everything at home

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i have a type of hate towards underweight men

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phookne ka mn ho jaata hai , pr wo nhi kr skta

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its like they're always awful idk why

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koi saath wqala hai hi nhi bc

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lol he wasnt even underweight he drank all of his calories at the end of the day

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gussa bhi kispr nikalu mera hi faisla tha

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had a big beer gut

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ah

34383 - 

job chod ke krne me zyaada haalat kbaraab hai bhai shi me

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