i will come back later:)

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cyacya

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bye

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byebye

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Stresssss

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OHMYGOD streeessss

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Hi

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I want to talk to someone who wouldn't judge me, won't make me feel bad for feeling this way, I just wish someone would listen, yet, I always push my friends away because

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I don't want to show them my unsightly side

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I don't want to trauma dump on them

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In fact I don't want to tell anyone, I don't know what I want

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I just don't know anymore

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Yellow go ahead

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Go ahead? what do you mean?

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It wont be the same but i will listen to you unbiased

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Ohh

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I wont judge you at all

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okay

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❣️

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I want to die, this feeling has been constant since 7 years ago

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What happened back then?

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Death, I have been dreaming about dying for so long

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Oh

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Famioy issues

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*family

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Thats understandable

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Parents fought, grandparents schemed, parents divorce

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yeah

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Grandparents are evil icl

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This doesn't give me the reason to die, I know

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No yellow its a valid reason

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yeah my mum's side grandparents arent evil tho

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Is it? I have no idea

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Not saying you should die but the way you're feeling is valid

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ohh

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I can't be the only one who feels like a freak in the world. That you know that there's something wrong with you and you are a defective human being, not sound in mind, not sound in soul.

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yeah coral

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Being a freak is cool though

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Like you get to be different part of the minority

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I have nothing more to say cyan, thank you for listening to me

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